Thursday, November 30 / 9:57 PM
Its strange, that after facing her everyday, its only once in a blue moon that i happen to see her the way i did today. Hunky dory, maybe not once in a blue moon. But from time to time i guess. And when i see her that way, my lips start trembling. Like telltale signs of i'm-about-to-cry. She looks so drained out, i feel like i'm in a one-parent-family sort of situation. Yeah of course i have him around, doesn't make much difference to the family welfare though. We go about doing our own business for the most part. She's my superwoman, i marvel at how she did it. Or how she's doing it.
Roy said Prison Break is on now, so i'm off to watch it. Evidently, i've been watching too much CSI on my DVD player. I thought of pausing Prison Break on Channel 5 while i complete this post. Just my wishful thinking.
May your teeth never be replaced by freshly ironed wool socks. Ciao.
Monday, November 27 / 11:00 PM
5 Things I Can't Possibly Imagine Doing:
Ignore the first 5 people that says 'Hello' to me
Smile at someone whom i think would want to kill me
Grow a dick without undergoing surgery
Have blue eyes overnight without consuming mercury
Shout 'Holla! I'm Alive!" during a funeral
Today's Wansu's birthday. Happy Birthday old one!
May the forces of evil get lost on the way to your front doorstep.
Sunday, November 26 / 11:25 AM
10 Things that might wake me up tomorrow:
Darren
Construction
Nightmare
Alarm clock
Parrots
Sister
Latenight arguements
Chocolates
Internal clock
Mobile phone
How i got woken up 3 times today:
To charge my housephone
My sister talking to my parrots
My sister shouting (last straw)
Anyway i had a nice weekend. My weekend begins on Friday and ends on Saturday. Friday was basically retarded, and i hope Amir's headbump isn't so bad now. The last time i saw it (its still Friday), it looks pink. And of course, i had my puoluobao on both days. Saturday was Huina day. That was on my to-do list, i gave her piority :D She looks happy, and sad. One of life's more obvious little ironies.
Okay whatever i just lost my inspiration. I am devastated! There's is actually no food at home! You cant have no food at home, maybe you can. But how can the breadloaf disappear together with my Ben and Jerry's and my Ferrero Rochers! Someone's going to get real fat, it must be an inside job. Weird is not enough.
toodles!
Thursday, November 23 / 11:20 PM
Work as per usual today, noon till 1030. Time is elastic. Minutes pass like hours, hours like days. Like the slow dripping of water from a faucet.
This is the list i made of customers i remembered serving,
2 transvestites (really nice people)
an oversickly, too romantic couple
2 ladies from China (ruuuude)
4 Malays
2 guys from England, talked to them for quite abit (one's truly hot)
3 mini-ahlians
Things i consumed today(which is also redundant), but im dreadfully bored.
2 slices of bread
a veggie drink
1 slice of ham
3 puoluobaos (buns actually)
1 packet of duck rice
2 chocolate chip cookies
pearl milk tea
ben and jerry's icecream
Truthfully, making lists is quite an amusement.
Wednesday, November 22 / 10:06 AM
Love is merely a madness and, I tell you, deserves as well a dark house and a whip as madmen do, and the reason why they are not so punished and cured is that the lunacy is so ordinary that the whippers are in love, too. -As You Like it: Act 3 scene iiSoon to be.
Tuesday, November 21 / 11:30 PM
It has been a cruel (as usual), wicked, crazy, fat and fulsome day
But for a moment or two, an angel made it go away.
I know the way she laughs isn't all that nice and pretty,
But oh-for-heaven's-sake, Huina's still my perfect friend.
Thanks for chasing away the working blues (: Today, i broke the record for the longest time standing up. (literally) 11 hours.
Monday, November 20 / 11:01 PM
Im pratically down down deep down right down in the dumps. And it'll take a miracle to cheer me up. Lucky i have Ben and Jerry's in the freezer. My first day working my old job, my first hour- spent tagging price tags on packets of bra straps. Wish me luck i prithee, that tomorrow will be a better day. But what can one do, life's a bitch. So perhaps, live it that way?Meanwhile i'll feast on my Ben and Jerry's now like some old lonely miser till someone comes up and tell me that i'm special and do sweet things for me. Oh and one more thing, life's a really big bitch.
Sunday, November 19 / 10:38 AM
HOLA PICKLES!Oh, thou didst then ne'er love so heartily.
If thou rememb'rest not the slightest folly
That ever love did make thee run into,
Thou hast not loved.
Or if thou hast not sat as i do now,
Wearying thy hearer in thy mistress's praise,
Thou hast not loved.
Had thou not read Shakespeare, oh my then thy hast not learned.
Shakespeare is so hard to master, but it is fun.
About yesterday's murdering thingy, thats vendetta.
Till then, fare you well.
Saturday, November 18 / 7:44 PM
Today was laid back Saturday. Had a swim, played with volleyball, enjoyed the sun, gossip so much. Back home by 6, on the computer by 7. Thats where i've been up till now, on my swivel chair.Im glad people dont visit my blog, i dont think they do. But it sort of makes me feel better, like you know, a small sense of privacy. However i may not know if what i think is right. And I shouldn't block my blog with a password, that may seem improper of a public blog. It is still, a public blog.
We shall be discussing the possibilities where a fued in which members of the opposing parties murder each other could be made legal.
Friday, November 17 / 2:14 PM
M.reese and i drew this last night. It looks a little like you, i know. And my fellow boring people, if you're really that bored at home, go youtube and search for scare tactics. (credits to desmond)Two days ago we were just talking about the topic: Blur. Go figure! The thing here is that when you stare into blank space, thinking very hardly without frowning, people would just think you're blur. It happens all the time. But it is only because when a person is thinking, his eyebrows would turn upwards or downwards. Thats the usual reaction, right? Okay, if a person speaks and you stare into blank space and not reply, you are obviously blur to them. However it might also be a sign that you're not interested, or perhaps the words never got into your brain. Once again, it may all come down to the tone of "huh?". Well that is unless you're monotone, aint it?
My sister said i could have anything i want if i lend her 50 dollars. So i told her i want the 50 dollars back. This is, to give a dog and in recompense, desire my dog again. Ironically.
Wednesday, November 15 / 11:53 AM
My Thankful List:
Thanks Anzhen and Louisa
Thanks Christopher and Genghui
Thanks Justin, Hueysi and Xinying
Thanks Mom and Dad
Thanks Sister and Darren
Thanks Teresa, Audrey and Lynn
Thanks Vanessa and Andy
Thanks Huina and Hongyu
Thanks Daniel, Charmaine, Yanyi, and Jasmine
Thanks Wenting, Peifen and Nicole
Thanks Samantha and Cassandra
Thanks Nasuha, Luqman and Audrey
Thanks Haziq, Ben and Ridwan
Thanks Audrey and Nicole
Thanks Amir and Jolene
Thanks Rueben and Bryan
Thanks Yangjun and Desmond
Thanks Celest, Kathyni and Renzhi
From highly intellectual Desmond, "Greetings earthling, i'm here to wish you what you all may know as your birthday, but we aliens calls it the horrible day life was forced into you only for it to be taken back some time down the road owing to society, But i'll stick to the conventional way of celebrating this day, so, hapy birthday gwen. May you rewrite History and Physics and prove Newton's Law wrong! (we were having an intellectual debate over IM)
This morning i woke up to the sound of an aggressive knocker knocking on my door. With my massive bed-hair, crumpled teeshirt and boxers i slowly crawled my way to the doorstep. I sneaked a quick glanced and the room clock to find it only 9am. Guess who?
Note: still in sleepy state
And now, i can hereby declare competition with Willy Wonka and his Chocolate Factory!
A)Choclate Cake in fridge
B)Belgian Choclate Haagen Daz ice-cream
C)Ben and Jerry's Newyork Super Fudge in freezer
D)Huge bar of bitter chocolate
Tuesday, November 14 / 6:18 PM
Some people are alive simply because it's illegal to kill them.
List of people i thought of killing:
A.)Newton for coming up with the 3 laws (but i guess i can't kill a dead man)
B.)The lady wearing that G-string today
C.)Crying babies (i maybe a little too harsh on this one)
D.)People who have unnecessarily loud conversations because they think they amuse everyone instead of annoying the shit out of them
And if you really hate someone, you not only want to kill them. You would love to kill them twice. And you might want to strangle their souls as well.
AND you left without a smile. You walked away without looking back. That shouldn't be the way.
For that, i've become evil-er.
List of people i thought of killing:
A.)Newton for coming up with the 3 laws (but i guess i can't kill a dead man)
B.)The lady wearing that G-string today
C.)Crying babies (i maybe a little too harsh on this one)
D.)People who have unnecessarily loud conversations because they think they amuse everyone instead of annoying the shit out of them
And if you really hate someone, you not only want to kill them. You would love to kill them twice. And you might want to strangle their souls as well.
AND you left without a smile. You walked away without looking back. That shouldn't be the way.
So, being the creative me, i discovered a wonderful way of saying goodbye. Firstly, saturate your enemy in liquid nitrogen, that would have made them frozen solid. Then say "Hasta la vista, baby," and shoot them so they shatter. Also, it helps if you're a cybernetic organism.
Monday, November 13 / 10:47 AM
My birthday is coming, in like 3 days. I wouldn't count the hours and the seconds. What good does birthdays do, i'm not really into it. I am nothing but surprisingly stoic and accepting, resigned to the barren futility of life. Awesome, i sound like an old hag. Yesterday i felt intellectual, but a pity it isn't today.'To thine own self be true', Shakespeare
Am i no longer able to discern a truth from a lie? Have i accepted lies for so long, that finding out what is true takes too much time. Maybe more people should start asking these questions, because people have a hard time being true to themselves. Truth is so much more than just a word, its more like an action word. I think it gives us the freedom to be who we are. Truth is also love. (: The greatest act of loves towards another is living a life that is truthful. If we're honest with ourselves, we are able to love ourselves with all our imperfections.
And lastly, to anoyone above 30, "Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don't mind, It doesn't matter." -Mark Twain.
Woohoo, i feel quote-ish today. Well, shit happens. In a while, crocodile!
Saturday, November 11 / 9:56 AM
Last morning,i've never done so many structured essays in my whole entire live. (9)
Last night,
my sister came 2 hours late for our dinner together.
Yesterday,
i didn't feel good.
This morning,
my sister left for chalet.
Monday morning,
is the next time i'll be seeing her.
Okay that was So unnecessary, but hey this IS absolutelygwen.blogspot.com. Nothing here is exactly "necessary."
Thursday, November 9 / 9:04 PM
Hello Blogspot, there was complete and utter lunacy today brought on by the thought of having aircon back home. (after two months)
I learnt DOTA today, i played with Kimberly. Finally; after having a mad-over-DOTA-boyfriend for so long. And also, re-lived Sims2 memory. Got on the skateboard for the first time as well. Fell for the first time. Hurt my bum for the first time, this year. Bruised my knee for the first time, this year. I had a jolly good time! I CAN SKATE. Been at Darren's house since 9am, i left at 8pm. My second home, :D
I think i should rephrase mad-over-DOTA-boyfriend to always-playing-DOTA-boyfriend. That sounds more likely.
That picture, was taken during winter in Melbourne, Australia from a suite in Crown Towers. ;) It was in the morning.
Wednesday, November 8 / 12:06 PM
Grabbed from MarisseYesterday,
I spent 60 bucks.
I think it was mainly on food and the sweater.
Cab fare home was 11.90 after midnight charges.
I hope all these would explain why my piggy bank could contain so many flys.
Today,
i had everything planned out.
Today,
my mom ruined it.
It wasn't a bad ruined it kinda ruined it,
more like a ruined my plan but the other plan wasn't that bad either.
I'm sorry if i ruined your plan because mine just got ruined.
And i feel like my stomach contents are doing bumgee jumping.
From my aesophagus to my duodenum and back up again.
But i think spinning around in my swivel chair is really fun.
Monday, November 6 / 7:41 PM
Good evening Blogspot. Darren said my fart did this to the door. How interesting aey. Lord please have mercy.
Its nice to dip ritz in coffee, listen to nice songs and enjoy night's breeze. Gwen's latest delicacy. Its perfect after a long day at school. I had 8 hours of, how do you put it, oh i dont know. Gwen died at 8am but was revived at 4pm. It is worse than having normal lessons. Thats how horrifying.
Am i a fastidious person? Really that bad? Oh ****, i drop my ritz into the coffee. Should be sogged up real soon. I must be talking worthless materials and you must be full of bored air that you need to release.
Finally, today life handed me a lemon. I shoved the stupid lemon up its ass.
Sunday, November 5 / 10:13 AM
No one goes to the beach in sentosa during the late afternoon. Not much, and on Thursday, i felt like we've got the entire world to ourselves. The whole stretch of Palawan Beach was all ours, we ran from one end to the other, played frisbee, rugby. I had so much fun, rarely in all my days since June. I want to go there again someday, i want the beach to myself. Darren, i want a private beach. ;) Hah, not the typical romantic guy.
My first piggyback in a long while.
Saturday, November 4 / 9:25 AM
Sorry i am a monsterDont respect me
Things are getting worse inside my head
There is something wrong with me
Sorry that i responded this way
Maybe things are better left unsaid
I shouldn't have shared it with you
All i need for you to say is are you okay
You should not have asked why
Because things just got worser for me
Sorry that i've never told you this before
I wish i could be like you
When i ask you why, you would always say nothing
I wish i could be that way
Then things would not have been like that
Sorry that you said all those out of concern
I know you care but i cant appreciate it
When you try to help and talk about it
I just get more frustrated
And nothing's going to get better
Now you said you wouldn't ask anymore
Thats not what i want
I wish you could understand
And not rub salt into my wound
I'm sorry for making you feel this way
Friday, November 3 / 10:23 PM
< We are taller than it seems. My dad said he would be back today, i can't stand smelling the fish tank anymore. Not that i want to, it is just inevitable. I MUST HAVE TELEPATHY OR SOMETHING you know. My dad just stepped through the door. Okay anyway, back to the subject, we look much taller in person than in the picture. Today's the last day of back-to-schools but i'm gonna be back alot more.
The council room is still in a mess after 2 hours of spingcleaning with Xinmin and Zhipang. Got ot be back on Monday for strategic planning. Anyone from Peirce reading this, you better know you're lucky enough to have Gwen to help in the planning. Especially the Sec 4s 07 because its our Os and its an old school and it doesn't seem nice. And i hope it'll be classroom system. ;)
bye ya'll
Thursday, November 2 / 6:49 AM
The noise, its like noisephobia. Those silentphobic people. I'm talking crap, its 6.45am. I've got classes, i've got Chemistry. Its freezing, but i shouldn't go asking for help. Morning feels good, its silent. My parrots are quiet. Everyone's sleeping, i've got the world to myself. I turned off the music, i started day dreaming. And it feels good, like all the peace in the world. No phonecalls, no Im-ing. Noone out on the streets.Your chance has come and gone, you know its just a little too late. You know all the right things to say, but to be real, it doesn't matter anyway. Sorry.
Wednesday, November 1 / 7:00 AM
Yesterday was the Halloween thing.
Amir came as an hijacker and went back a bunny rabbit.
There's was halloween M&Ms.
Ghost Game was on screeen.
People played pool, hide and seek.
They also sang karaoke.
The ballet shoes didn't hurt that much because i was walking barefooted.
I got scared after watching Ghost Game.
Amir was being nice.
We cleaned up, we had fun.
Ahah! Sounds like the holidays. Ironically, i'm going back to school today. Lessons, 8am to 1.30pm. Sadly, school doesn't end till this Friday. But always look on the bright side because Raffles Girls and Raffles Instituition also officially end this year on this Friday.
Its in the morning, my brains are not functioning properly again, i talk like crap. I can't think. I just relieved camp memories during the cold water bath. My goosebumps came back, looks like chicken skin.
