Thursday, October 25 / 8:54 AM
I'm really scared
Monday, October 22 / 9:23 AM
lets all have fun for today's amath paper.Monday, October 15 / 10:15 PM
I feel insecure. Sometimes, my mind goes back to a million other things. A thousand things could have been much better. I am often the stubborn one, i am associating myself with a donkey here! You know, when i say insecure, its not about someone else. Its about myself, and the way i feel being with you. I am having one of those down-est times again. When there's so many people out there and all i want was you, which was, unlucky for me, something i couldn't have. Sometimes i wish you could hold me tight. I can't dream about it like you do. I need it there, right there and then. Thats me. I am demanding. I get mad over the simplest of things, I know its silly but there's no sense to reason anything. There's no point if there's nothing to look forward to. You see, i'm not even talking properly right now. I can't really see long term goals, i can't really find the end. Neither do i attend crashcourses to teach me how to do so. There are many things i am incapable of doing. Not getting angry is on the top of my list. Anyhow, its really easy to decieve that ill temper monster of mine, i'm sure you know how. I am hard-wired to cry.Friday, October 12 / 9:19 PM
The last part's cool. You've probably watch the front before once in your life. If you didn't, you're not cool. Because you don't have your face glued to the computer watching youtube videos.
This place is apocalyptic.
Wednesday, October 10 / 1:59 PM
My sister encourages me to use Facebook. I've just been there and i'm suppose to fill my name, my high school?, my grad year, my.. .. That is why i'm not signing up yet.What if i don't make it till tomorrow. You know, those spontaneous combustions, myth-ish but true. Or like i die while i am asleep, just that instead of smiling, i am frowning.
I am being absolutely irrational lately. I named the new cat, Rusty. After Roy's dog and his friend's one and also the other one. If dogs can be called Rusty, cats can too. Being on the never ending quest to finding friendly cats around my school, wait, i haven't succeeded yet. But i left the cat food there, i should go get myself a camera. You know, motion sensor and all, (whoo) all hi-tech and camera-savvy now aey, naw.
Actually i'm just really waiting for idontknowwhat. And idontknowwhatisgoingtohappen. I am just waiting, and meanwhile giving you unflappable people a chance to laugh at me. Can anyone tell me when is Marisse back?
Okay, i'm about to have an incipient headache. There, ouch my head hurts. You are giving me a headache. Happy surviving, have fun living.
Monday, October 1 / 2:17 PM
Hello its Monday, school was only 4 hours today. Last Saturday Marisse opted for a outdoor movie at the national museum.We were looking at the large poster and realised we were watching Our Sister Hedy. It didn't sound bad at first until we realised it had its chinese title beside it. Therefore by 'chance', we found out that it was this supremely oldie-ish show about four 'anorexic' sisters with high pitched voices who always seem to be running about in stilettos. In better words, its like a nostalgic trip to simpler black and white time.
Marisse looked like a tourist and Holly couldn't climb a 'wall'. Now Bong's afro and Leslie has even longer hair. Is there something wrong?