Gwen's Autobiography (Extremly mundane)

Wednesday, January 31 / 10:21 PM

Spent my Biology period counting kiwi seeds. And having a little picnic under the desk.

Everyday's just so mundane.

Right, maybe just the school days. But to be honest, i don't dread school. It's just work and more work, like we're robots on a constant rampage. Then there's recess with the social cohesions and gossip serrions. Hurray for school.

Makes me want to take Heroin, well, i'll never survive. I wouldn't even live to see the next day.

This, weekend drama.

Monday, January 29 / 10:59 PM

Boy if i was always this happy.

1.) So miserable, could have cried. Could have cried. But didn't want to, wouldn't want to.

2.) Shouldn't be blogging right now, 've got tests tomorrow. But guess some time off wouldn't hurt.

3.) So sorry, such a bitch. Everything's getting to me.

4.) Maybe i should just go to bed and pray tomorrow would be better.

5.) Thanks Gladys for making my night slightly better.

I love you.

Sunday, January 28 / 12:24 PM

Weekend passed fast, stupid shit. See you people on Monday (sadly).

Anyway I found out that playing Blind Mice is rather. Besides when the playground's wet, and that the playground is big. I'm fine with a small playground. I always end up getting caught. It doesn't matter. We all should play childish games again, relieve our childhood days. Freak, i sound depressed. And emo. Haha, (i've got no childhood). Oh oh! I remember one girl from my childhood days, Marisse. Haha. Wth.

Damn la, i think i'm always full of shit nowdays on the blog. Something must've went into my brains and mixed the contents up.

P.S I miss alot of people. Haven't seen alot in awhile.

Saturday, January 27 / 12:37 PM

I have no idea why i've decided to blog now, it's really a bad idea because i'm going out soon. This morning has been a bad one. And it's not even Monday, it's a freaking Saturday. (It's still drizzling) Because everytime something happens at home, i'm the one to blame. I feel like a burden or menance to my family sometimes.

Maybe it's just me being paranoid and thinking shit. I can't wait to go out, i hate the feeling of being at home. (Noone's home but i still dont like it) I think i'm just damn weird la.

Hey thanks Huina for meeting up with me this afternon. (About to meet up) And tonight, i dont feel like going home anymore. So thanks Marisse, Leslie, Bong, Cheryl, Lynn, Pamela (if you're coming), Bryan (and i dont think i want to name anymore) [Maddie! Yes if you're coming too!] If we're going out, and i'm not going home. (I love brackets)

My blog has become really credit-ish. Like next time i should put
Special thanks to:
Marisse
Leslie
Bong
(so on and so forth)

Wtf.

Friday, January 26 / 12:44 PM

Hooray, its Friday. (Finally, phew)

This week is madly drilling, haha. Oh boy i love you. I love you Weekends. You're my one and only love.

Alright hello people. After pooping i feel like i've just started a new post. Haha. Had an icecream, on a cold day. Was suppose to have a 2 hour Chinese lesson, took off without it. Brought my parrots out, just lost them. I feel like a retard.

"Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart. If we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world."

I'm glad i've got friends like you guys, who makes me forget that i'm still studying.

I'm glad i've got friends like you guys, who reminds me that i'm suppose to be studying.

Thanks.

Thursday, January 25 / 5:23 AM

Good people out there, Gwen sounds like (what leslie calls) a robot.

Conversation between my friend and I:
"Hello, Gwen please?"
"Uh yeah what."
"Uhm, may i speak to Gwen please?"

My goodfriend couldn't even recognise my voice. I bet people on the streets would think that this is my natural voice.

Today's Thursday like (duh). It's written on top. Okay, it's only Thursday-- Morning. Sigh, it's not even 6. So technically i still got a whole day to go. Oh good luck to the day.

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.
(Will buy ChupaChups Cherry Lollipops to school)

Tuesday, January 23 / 11:32 PM

Sunday in photos.

Monday, January 22 / 8:16 PM

Haha, you guys suck man. You all made me think i was lonely for awhile. POO.
And hey what finally a tagboard. I always had a comment link, you guys have no eyes. :/
Either that, or you guys are too lazy. Which isn't good either.

Monday blues begone! (Chants in circles with scented candles)
Alright, i am a stupid retard with nothing to do. I'm trying out video matrices. :D Video lessons seems more, fun. Its like hey look, i'm here blogging even though i've got a video lesson to watch. Omg, i feel so retarded. I think i'm totally ruining your impression of me. Haha.

Since i'm Biology-minded today, i shall teach you something. Wth, but whatever.
Essays always use 'i could feel the adrenaline pumping through me'. I wonder how many people actually know that its a hormone. Another term for adrenaline is epinephrine. Its stimulus for production is fear, anger, anxiety and frustration. It functions alot like hormone glucagon.

(off to Matrix)
This is the worse entry evvaaaaar.

Saturday, January 20 / 10:00 AM

It's Saturday morning, and i feel as though everyone had just left me. I feel like i've just got blown off by my friend. Which sucks pretty badly and it's going to spoil my entire Saturday and Sunday as well. I am being so emo right now you probably dont want to talk to me as well. This sucks. Maybe my friend really did stood me up. And my throat still hurts.

Friday, January 19 / 5:46 AM

"Honesty promised me you're never gonna fake it"

So don't.

It's one thing waking up to noone sleeping at the bottom bunk, but it's another to wake up and realise that noone's even home. Things are getting really mad at home, like a whirlwind. I thought i was dreaming, its 6 am and noone's home. It's like they all went for a morning jog without me. Which is totally absurd because my dad's fat, my sister's tired and my mom's unfit. Whoosh, i am sounding ultra mean here.

Oh and did i mention that i've got a bad head. Yeah bad head, no not bed head. My head hurts, like there's a thousand Gwens screaming on the inside. And if you think about it, that's really bad. My eyes hurt real bad, like it's giving up on me. My throat, maybe it just can't take anymore junk food. I need my lozenges.

Weekend's in another 12+6 hours! (Countdown) To be honest, this week passed pretty fast.
I want the Awfully Chocolate Chocolatey Really Chocolatey Ice Cream.
I want my head to drop off because it's hurting real bad.
I want, - i shall just go pop a panadol.

Everyone's studying like mad, i can't wait for Saturday.
Goodbye Early Morning.

Thursday, January 18 / 4:42 AM

Good morning, it's 043o am here in Gwen's studios. I've got a special guest star here with me today, Dodge say hello. (No reply) This shit is what becomes when you've got seriously nothing to do and then you start wasting the 'first few hours' of the new day. Now, it feels as though life is at a standstill.

The long day ahead consists of 2 hours of Biology for starters, amath's makeup 2 hours (after school), library, Chemistry tuition.

Awesome, i just realise my throat hurts.

I'm sorry for leaving that letter at your doorstep but i hope you do like the sparklers.

Wednesday, January 17 / 5:09 AM

The story about the girl who got kidnapped by her dad. About her, whom has been told that her mom was dead. She loved her father and life was beautiful. But one day everything came falling down. A policeman came by her house, told her about her mother. She didn't know who to trust anymore.

I've a dad who doesn't talk to me. We're getting more and more distant each day. Even when he is home, i do not feel a thing. My house is still as cold and as empty. It's like he doesn't exist anymore.

Life has been boring lately. It keeps marching on with the deafening and melanchonic beat and sadly it doesn't wait for me.

I'm so sorry if i made you feel bad.

Sunday, January 14 / 9:49 AM

Hello sucker, its Sunday already. Thou shalt not bore you with thoust day.
Boy but just one thing, this weekend so far has been a blast. (Time Frame: Saturday evening - Sunday morning) I'll get some photos once Marisse is back to earth. I've never done those stuff in my entire life, shisha, trespassing (so badly)(and so many times)(omg). And almost brekaing Bong's shoulder.

Pray dear one, next weekend is going to be as much blast-ish as this one.
Thanks Marisse, Lynn, Athirah, Cherylann, Bong, Joey, Bryan, Leslie, Zachary. Uhh, what the heck. (There's more)
I want to do this more often. It's the greatest way of relieving the stress that i'm giving myself.

I LOVE YOU SWEET WORLD -- THE WEATHER'S SERIOUSLY KILLING ME.

P.S you guys are too cool for me.

Thursday, January 11 / 4:23 PM

Today, we decided on visiting 'historical monuments' as our class CME.

Definition: Historical Monuments
The elderly actually

Currently at Xinmin's house. Nothing much to do about. Ditto that in school. Whoo, school's going to be so boring tomorrow. I've got double Chinese with Mr Lee and like Geography with Mrs Chung.

Seems like everything's about school now, i mean, what else?
I'm contemplating whether i should get this bag, which is a pretty common brand. I have two of these such bags at home already but i can't help, i want this bag for school. There's alot of people carrying these bags nowadays but the one i'm getting is another design. I'm living in denial huh. Anyway i think i'll go bag scouting after the boring thing on Saturday. Till then!

Tuesday, January 9 / 10:42 PM

I had a taste of sulphur dioxide today. Whoo, they ain't joking. I could have fainted.
Also my first actual taste of espresso, i know its a little slow. But i'm liking it now.
I think i shall head to sleep. Goodnight people, goodnight world. Goodnight World Wide Web.

Monday, January 8 / 8:39 PM

I am so tired, so so tired.
I am dead, so so dead.
Today's Monday and i can't wait for the weekends already.
See you in heaven.

Saturday, January 6 / 9:49 PM

YOU ARE FAT AND UGLY!

Thursday, January 4 / 10:02 PM

Happy Birthday Luqman

Spider in a balloon

Upcoming next, we've got Xinmin Xueqian and Sindy -- January pigs.

Wednesday, January 3 / 8:39 PM

Friends in motion

Water in motion

Face in motion.

And everything's okay. You know, if you're reading this. You could tag! At least i know you're reading.

Tuesday, January 2 / 10:25 PM

Monday, January 1 / 6:52 PM

Everything happened today.

The Depression Party:
Or what someone else might call as the Emo Parade. There was alchohol, drugs and make out sessions. There were lesbians, ahbengs and the emos. But hey, i still had fun.

Therefore i would like to take this chance to (Ahem) thank Marisse, Hwee, Stacy, Vicky, Akira, JH, Janice, Serene, Lauren, Caishan, Nana, the two ladies who only came for half an hour, the 4 other girls, and the 4 others guys who i didn't bother finding out what their names were. Thanks for stoning with me into the new year. I feel really wasted.

Oh hello Khairul, if you're reading this. I am OKAY, i am totally aeokay.

I am going to talk crap.

I waited, for two hours. I had expected alot more than just waiting. I wished you knew and realised, that this is the time when i really need someone there. All that you said was, 'wow that's long'. And said you'll call me later when i needed someone to talk to now.

My eyes had gotten swollen, which was why i didn't stay there longer. It'd go away in awhile, it wouldn't take that long. And then i'm going out again, better then smelling the stinking smoke. This is trash already, i'm sorry i dont know what i'm talking about anymore.

He is such a *beep*ed up bus3 who smokes all day, if he doesn't get lung cancer, he'd choke on the smoke or the stick. Whichever way works better. MC says i'm not suppose to hate him, i think she should stop trying to be so nice. It'd be better off without him. I wished he would just go away.

Maybe i said all that in a moment of anger. BUT DAMN I CAN HAVE MY ANGRY MOMENTS TOO. I can't always be sad can I. Crapola, i forgot what i wanted to say already. Talk to you soon