Thursday, March 29 / 10:01 PM
Okay favourite boys, dearest Trella.
Okay look! Look here! 'WEEKENDS!!!' Swimming, hahah. Fun fun.
Well its sort of like, i'm always thinking this way before the weekends come. And sometimes i expect too much of it. But i'm in love i'm in love i'm in love i'm in love i'm in love. Hey its actually quite nice to type that. Ah bye bye bye bye bye. Thats nice too.
Monday, March 26 / 8:16 PM
I fried 3 eggs with honey for dinner today. Beat that! But do not feed on it.Lately, things are going pretty fine. Life's back on track, i'm like the happy-go-lucky girl again. And sometimes it does feel good to be solitary, single and unattached. (Although they all mean the same thing) There is time for almost everything and everyone. Look! I'm blogging almost regularly. I've missed these small little things in life, when someone does something for you when you least expected. I'm finally feeling all those small little gestures and thoughts that i've missed out on for so long. and i'm going to get everything back. Wow, pretend i've just gained enlightenment!
(Feeling a sense of inanity at the moment)
Alright, so i've got a partially clear mind right now already.
Sunday, March 25 / 12:34 AM
Its 40 minutes into Sunday. So lets see, I shall bore out the Sunday for you alright? Listen to my life.
Saturday had Chinese prelims and that paper, well it can go suck ( ). It's bloody hard and all I could do was stare at the last passage for the last half hour trying to look for an answer somewhere. Not to mention chewing my nails down to its core. I couldn't even read the questions.
Zac, Leslie, Joey and Bryan are off in Genting enjoying themselves. High life, shit school. And if Safith never told me I was crazy, I probably wouldn't have realised. I don't have enough sleep. Therefore, I am going to sleep in 150 seconds. (My eyeballs will drop out without sleep and constant rubbing. Socket dropout.)
Then there was SJC's Award Presentation thingy. Cheryl for all the golds, Maddie for the Total Defence animation and Lynn for phy/chem. Wow all my friends are total achievers. Doesn't that make me feel lousy? Haha. Nawww kidding only. Anyway, congrats people.
Trella you guys rock okay! You guys are great, and will be better in the future. I'll always be your loyal fan! Zac, I wanna shake your hand! Haha, and Caracal will always be your big brother! I'll be there for your next performance, hopefully it comes without the pricetag of $12.
Monday, March 19 / 6:23 PM
Make LOVE not WARGood day darlings of the weary but awesome planet earth. It's an ordinary day unless you make it special. So i'll take your hand if you can't see, and show you the stars. And i'll tell you to live while you can because tomorrow's just going to be an ordinary day. And when i get this happy, i hug people. (Spread the love) So when i give Chemistry tuition, i could fall asleep while explaining the answers. Then I wished what i had muttered in my half asleep state was peace and peace and peace. I think i can join the Miss World Pageant.
Sunday, March 18 / 10:48 AM
Look at all of us, so retarded and spastic. And happy. Yesterday was the bomb, Trella Caracal and CUT was all good. And Trella, i love you guys! I feel extremly loving today.Mondaaaaaay tommorrrr-row. School's going to start. Its back to 'reality'. You know, its like this whole week has been a dream. I'm so sorry to burst the bubble. Its 'back to school'! We should actually have a 'back to school' party. Hey Marisse! A 'back to school' party! And a 'lets get down and dirty' party! Hahahahaha. Last night, we were thinking of a party. With a stupid theme. So we've got Maddie with the short hair, and Joey with the fits. Marisse who can't take spicy. I can, a little. A little. A little bit more. Haha then i start ranting again. OMG school starts tomorrow.
Friday, March 16 / 3:47 PM
Well, it does looks much nicer than the one in the previous post doesn't it! (Homeclub website)
Sometimes, i wish i could be a gypsy poet. Like Karen Connely. Then i could travel around the world (with a good reason), collect exotic images and torrid love affairs. Then i could write a book, and it would be on the shelf for a couple of days or two only before being sold out. Haha, what a life. And what a dream.
Or maybe i would write a book, an unsuccessful one. And no one would want to be my editor because there are too many grammer mistakes. Finally after a million rejects my book got edited and sent for printing. 10 years down the road my book will still be on the shelf at Borders being slashed till half price. Well, at least i would have still wrote a book right?
Thursday, March 15 / 5:53 PM
Trying to be a good friend,TRELLA AND HYPERION @GASHAUS, 16th March!16th March 2007, 3pm till late, 'Maximum @ Gashaus!' An excellent show of mixed genres with contrasting acts such as When Living Feels Like Dying, Trella, Hyperion and many more!Tickets at $12 with a free drink. Contact Bong at zokes_@hotmail.com to get yourself a ticket!
TRELLA AND CARACAL @HOMECLUB, 17th March!17th March 2007 2pm to 10pm pre-Guerilla party featuring:CUT DJs-Megahollytron, PCST, and Elias,(http://www.myspace.com/comm_undies) Indie rock superstar upstarts Caracal (www.myspace.com/caracalcaracal) and young electrolytes Trella! Contact Holly or Bong or anyone else involved for a spot on the guestlist. NOT TO BE MISSED! :)
Wednesday, March 14 / 10:05 PM
Hello Marisse and Melinda, if you two are reading this. Lets just say you both made my day. And yes Marisse, even though it was only for 10 minutes or so. It was enough for me to pour everything out, likewise for you. Haha. Music and Lyrics was an awesome movie. Almost aaaalllmoooost on par with Pursuit of Happyness! So, today was simply simple.
Oh and one thing. Sometimes just thinking about something would make it come true. From wrong signals to getting divorce, probably almost everything you can list. You could try forgetting.
Monday, March 12 / 9:35 PM
It just doesn't doesn't doesn't feel like the holidays.
I'm sorry things aren't working out. It just doesn't feel right anymore. I'm losing it, not that i'm going crazy. But i'm losing what i have for you. News spread so fast, faster than a jetplane. Yep anyway I'm so sorry alright. I had always expected this to happen, sooner or later. It's just wishful thinking, to last forever. You know that right? Wishes hardly do come true. And this is just not one of them that do. I can't bring myself to get back together, it has been my fault all the while. I'm am not playing with you, don't think that way. (Shit, Marisse is stressing me with the piano) I already told you how i feel and i'm not keeping anything to myself. After all your questions, what could you expect me to hide. You've asked so much. I'm am really not playing with you. I've told you reasons and explanations. What not? This is not impossible but i don't wish to try. (Marisse, please don't try. You know what i'm talking about) I can't try. It wouldn't be right as well. I hope you'd read this. And i hope you'll understand why. You've been asking the same questions, and because of that, the answers would always be the same. Sorry.
Sunday, March 11 / 5:21 PM
Okay, i love Marisse. Everyone's the bomb. She's the sex. Whichever, haha.
Hello. I'm going to Lynn's place soon. On Friday it was Kimberly's birthday. I hope she had fun. The fine and dandy, alive and kickin' hot and sexy girl. Stupid hotshit.
Haha apparently Kimberly, Gwen ain't no emo girl yo. She's high on life 24/7, really.
Haha apparently Kimberly, Gwen ain't no emo girl yo. She's high on life 24/7, really.
Thursday, March 8 / 10:15 PM
High of life, again. Tomorrow.HAPPY BIRTHDAY AINI! Hope you'd enjoy today.
I think something's going to happen to the washing machine. Something is going to happen to my clothes. My mother is on a strike. She is not washing my sister's clothes, nor my pile either. It is like mountains, i think she is stressed. I put two cups of Dynamo, perhaps it is a little too much. I hope it won't overflow. No idea what to do. Hope i could lift the lid later. My uniform is inside.
Wednesday, March 7 / 6:02 PM
Happy Birthday Lynn!
WE LOVE YOU!
Meet my bestfriend Vanessa. Meet me, the Retard.
"Boys, if you talk too much it means you've got female hormones and you're going to develop breasts tomorrow." What a joke! My Geography teacher has a keen sense of humour. Well, i mean. Some guys in class do actually have breasts. Like big ones. Not that i went to observe, it was evident, undeniable, conspicuous, blatant, prominent, and apparent. Gosh i can't think anymore, not that i have been thinking, really.
So lets see, the holidays are in about, 2 days time. Joy for Lynn, Maddie and me! And the rest, you guys just got no school yet. Boneheads! My holidays are packed, with lessons. In school. Killerjoy.
A list of imaginations/thoughts:
Huina is studying for tomorrow's Biology test
Marisse is procrastinating
Bryan must be hungry
Cherylann's laughing
Haha, omg.
Lynn is spazzing up, Maddie's angry
Bong's cutting his hair (fat hope)
Half my clique is doing nothing at the moment
Jasmine and Yanyi are thinking about Dance
Joey's a dolt
Maybe Zac's getting another tatoo
Leslie at the gym, wtf.
Haha.
Tuesday, March 6 / 11:15 PM
Hello, everything's fine now. I've put it aside.School has been fine, life has been great.
Marisse says 'Gwen; High on life 24/7'
Saturday, March 3 / 9:58 PM
Today started off with a big 'Bang', not in the universe, actually inside my head.You know, after all the drama (which has not ended yet), girls are fucking bitches. Oh well, you know.. Sorry about the profanity here, it's easier not holding back. Wtf right.
Okay now lets get this straight. I'm the not so perfect idiot who thinks everyone is nice, pretty naive of me. But whatever, back to the point. So this is how i found out girls are bloody bitches. When i put up with your nonsense, and you go around telling mine, you can go suck off a horse. Having something against me and pretending that it's okay infront of me, you can go fuck off a horse. Girl, you stoop so low- who are your real friends?
And then i 'grow up', and i love marisse and co.
And then i love Huina for putting up with my stupid nonsense.
And Amir for allowing me to bitch around.
Alright, i'm sorry if i'm not mentioning anyone.
My clique obviously, for thinking that horfan looks like mucus.
Jasmine, for being such a dear.
Friday, March 2 / 11:53 AM
I've got fever rashes. It's like a bug so dont come near me, now go away.
And then yesterday just proved me insane when i stick my tongue into the flame.
So now i'm both infected and mad, i could stab you with the screw driver i carry along in my bag.
Now go further away. Nope, further than this.
Why, just click on Home.
Thursday, March 1 / 2:09 PM
Last year's Sec 2 Camp, it's like mashed up lasagna, it taste just as good. Not that i've tried, well maybe i did. But it's really that nice. All those pictures up there, i don't really know who took it, but thank you man. It's fabulous. Haha, it suddenly brought make so so so much memories. Oh the rainy night where no seats were dry, the sogged up sand-shoe, the clogged up toilets and the late night snacks.
The monkeys at our old school are adorable. Everything looks so peaceful when i go pass our school, but i just can't help wondering why some lights are on at night. It freaks people out terribly. Our old school was so quiet and secluded, unlike now. It's chaos, all those schools beside each other. And those high pitched screams coming from the primary school next door to ours during their recess. Killer man, killer.