Gwen's Autobiography (Extremly mundane)

Thursday, September 20 / 6:12 AM

I like my toothpaste now because it has three colours. You know, like white blue and coral green. Its so nice to squeeze it out of the toothbrush perfectly. You know those kind you only get to see in adverts. So i tried, i failed and i tried again. I had a whole morning to spare yesterday and wasted a quarter of the tube. It was just too tempting.

This blog is experiencing every single mood there ever is on planet earth. I'm so sorry for those moodswings, i'll never really be sad for more than a day.

I'm still in shorts and i have 5 mins to leave the house for school, i spent the last 20 mins trying to sew back on my skirt buckle because i am too fat. :)

Monday, September 17 / 6:39 PM

Everything's mad, you give up i give up we all give up. I hate you you hate me. Sometimes when i say things i dont mean it that way. Sometimes i never think of something that way. Its not fair, the world is terribly unfair. Its either good or bad, happy or sad. It is lousy. Everyone tries to understand but nobody knows and its frustrating when everyone around behaves that way this way. I really dont know what to say, i've barely stop crying when i'm at home.

I'm blaming everyone but myself.
So now i blame myself. I shouldn't have said all those things, i should have just kept my mouth shut and my fingers to myself. I created problems for myself and always believe things would go bad and never hoped for the better. Actually i do, i just keep that to myself. And many other things.

Today was worse than yesterday, i thought yesterday was bad on the whole. But its much worse now but i've only been home.

Sunday, September 16 / 3:34 PM

Hello my misery engine is on full drive, can't stop. The prelims are almost at the end but o'levels is still a fecking mile away. Marisse if you're reading this, i need to tell you that bones is really brave. I always see it around in the morning before i go to school.

Life is really normal, but its not that its extraordinary on any other day. Everyday's super normal, but i'm glad hueysi brought the laptop today, i wouldn't feel so enstranged then. This is really sorrowful.

Right, to end it on a bright note, i would like to say sorry. hahaha. i think bryn, marisse, I dont know who else, maybe holly and leslie. I missed the 'chillfishing' and i didn't wake up to bryan's phonecall. Anyway hope you guys had fun and i can't wait for november 14th to come. The first day after o'levels. And on the 15th i would finally turn 15.

Now my arms are aching from typing.

i love you

Friday, September 7 / 3:49 PM

My mother thought i was studying very hard and gave me a $50 takashimaya voucher. It was really sweet of her because it was a bit of the mother's day gift my sister got for her.

I know this is really random but this is all that's in my head, i've ruled out studying the prelims. This is all i'm left with. Its truly that bad.

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