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Tuesday, December 12 / 12:22 AM

Hello, i am lonely. I feel alone. Like a solitary animal. Why yes if you ask me, today has been amazing. Well, technically it's yesterday. I've been blogging slightly behind time lately. Oh it doesn't matter.

Here the thing is, i am surrounded by people -- still lonely. I can't shake it off, like how it's always better for me to write sad stuff than happy stuff. Hey it's not like i don't feel happy, maybe it's just that i can't seem to find a way to express it? No no, i've never felt more lonely in my entire life. I need company, seriously i'm being sick in the brains. I need new brains.

Am i depressing?

It's bad isn't it? Really bad. Yeah i do love you, but somehow i still feel lonely. You could hold my hand, i'd still feel alone. I have no idea why, maybe i am really depressed. Anti-depressant pill, here i come. You know what, you may not be reading this. Actually no one will read this, you see. Lonely, maybe all in capital. Like LONELY. Mmmhmm, that's more like it.

I've got this whole place to myself, i can write whatever i want. I wouldn't mind since i told myself i'll never ever, ever write in a diary again. A lonely existence.

Anyway i wished you would make me feel un-lonely. My brain is short circuit-ing, kind of not functioning so i'm too lazy to think of an antonym for lonely. This is absurdity, i'm talking gibberish again.

Most used word for the day: LONELY, brilliant.

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Gwen
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