It just doesn't doesn't doesn't feel like the holidays.

I'm sorry things aren't working out. It just doesn't feel right anymore. I'm losing it, not that i'm going crazy. But i'm losing what i have for you. News spread so fast, faster than a jetplane. Yep anyway I'm so sorry alright. I had always expected this to happen, sooner or later. It's just wishful thinking, to last forever. You know that right? Wishes hardly do come true. And this is just not one of them that do. I can't bring myself to get back together, it has been my fault all the while. I'm am not playing with you, don't think that way. (Shit, Marisse is stressing me with the piano) I already told you how i feel and i'm not keeping anything to myself. After all your questions, what could you expect me to hide. You've asked so much. I'm am really not playing with you. I've told you reasons and explanations. What not? This is not impossible but i don't wish to try. (Marisse, please don't try. You know what i'm talking about) I can't try. It wouldn't be right as well. I hope you'd read this. And i hope you'll understand why. You've been asking the same questions, and because of that, the answers would always be the same. Sorry.