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Thursday, June 7 / 12:29 AM

Now this is my first

I know this sounds like the dumbest excuse to give, but nothing has been going right after 4. Yes, after reading what i've just typed. Its just stupid.

I feel like i've got so much to spill, but the words just come and go. They never lasted long enough for me to put it all down. They just keep running away from me. Maybe if i dig properly somewhere in my cerebrum, i might just be able to get it straight.

I thought all of us were supposed to meet around 4ish. I'm not exactly blaming anyone, but I feel wretched because it was 6 and there was still noone around. Somehow when i'm putting all these down, i dont expect any of you to read. You all do not come here.

Sometimes i just want to win. And sometimes you do too. And sometimes we don't give in. We find fault with each other, we blame each other for things. And sometimes, we don't realise. But despite all these, i still need you. The squabbles just become a necessity. We argue so often, but sometimes you just don't see it. You look at it in a special way. I like how different you are from the rest. And i'm scared i'll take you forgranted. This is getting insane because i don't really get what i'm typing anymore. They just becomes phrases i simply throw in; Because i'm scared they'll run away. If they do, i might not find them anymore and i will never know about them.

Like now, after my mom came in to scold me.
A.) I put myself in a room with no ventilation
B.) I'll suffocate to death?
I forgot what i wanted to say.

I really forgot.

Hello,

Gwen
Eastside
High on life 24/7
Not funny

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