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Sunday, May 10 / 8:05 PM

Reading the post dated 4th January 2009, i realise life isn't all that different. But i feel like the person who wrote that is no longer me. I still have the same aspirations and the same dreams and the same favourites, but something is missing. Something like LIFE. I feel like i've got no life. Which is not totally untrue considering the school work. But, i feel like i've got time for so many other things. I gobble novels down like cereal and still manage to spend time with Michael and my friends. So whats missing?

Is it something different? Or maybe like, i need something new in life. Is it stress? Or is it just boredom. Everyday feels the same, but then again i ask myself, with such a peaceful life why look for adventures that might unknowingly lead to mishaps and troubles.

I dont know what is wrong, but something is odd. I really can't pinpoint it, i feel like my happiness just went from 99% to 9%. The 90% just vanished into thin air, or you could say, had been absorbed by someone else. I really do not know.

When i see people, i'm afraid to talk. I feel like i've run out of things to say, i dont like meeting groups of people. I feel so distant from my old friends. I wonder if i just turned anti-social. Sigh.

Yup , i haven't blog for a long time, about 5 months you could say. I even have a livejournal account, and i dont use it either. See? Something's wrong. I don't know if its paranoia.

And guessed what, i just sorta drifted off to facebook in the middle of this.

And i was suppose to be bathing before i felt like doing this.

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